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i have someone who loves me and tells me about it, but i cannot take him as my man
i tried once, but it did not work out that well

i think he is back, (back to where? its so far from here though) and gave me a phone call but im not gonna call him back this time
ずるいんかな、やっぱりそうなんかな。
好きなんだけど、それはどうしても弟のような感じなんだけどあんた１０歳も年くってだからもうちょっとだな、こう、な。

but i need to show him the article which he and futoshi was on

英語はもう、わたしの身体からこぼれ落ちてしまってるんだなぁ。

ah, i asked ashley to drop the paper on the desk next to HK's yesterday, and i knew she was in a rush but did it for me
ほんとうにありがとうと思って、インスタントのコーヒーをふたつあげたら and one of them was white chocolate with strawberries! how nice it sounds! she was like, so glad and called me a nice person! ちょっとおかしかったのでうへーとか言ったらthen she said im a crazy girl again! thank you sweetie!